Ronan comment that the two major loss hit him very hardly and he wants to be in a place where he has ''no stress'' in his life.
He said: ''I've broken down and I've had times where I've had to retreat. I'm only human. I've failed at certain things and learnt a lot and I've been through things that I wouldn't wish on my worse enemy.
''Some things I created myself, other things have just ended up on my lap and there was nothing I could do.
''The amount of stress I've dealt with over the past few years is a terrible thing and it makes you sick. I want to live a life with no stress and real happiness.''